Its all in a lousy kerfuffle sometimes, then something happens. Something magical. And its all worth while after all.
God's a mysterious man, the tall mighty dark and handsome i would imagine. His plans always unclear, always causing frustration yet always evidently the best way anything could go after all.
So why is it so hard to just commit to this, surrender and live life as he taught us and as he had planned for it to go. What's so hard about leaving it in his hands and trusting every little thing he does next.

My aunt shared with me something i don't think i would ever forget:

God never gives up on people, only people give up on people.
If we love God, we'd trust in his plan where we'd put in our best and let him do the rest. Then we'll find everything to be smooth sailing from that moment on.
Never will we compare or worry as we would only be doubting his magnificence and insulting his creation.
Doesn't sound very hard as i type this but yet i fall to this every time.

Keep the faith kids, God's near, and i believe he knows. So we shall call on him and die to ourselves to be fully alive in him.

Amen.

Hello God’s precious child! :D

Has it really been so long since i even posted anything?? :o seems like it.

Anywho, Christmas is more or less over to most, but I’d like to believe the 12 days that follow. Heh. Or at least until the year officially comes to an end. Till then, giving shall proceed :) (SO SHALL RECEIVING, HINT HINT.)
Its been a while, a lot has been happening too.
But altogether, training has still been sucking up majority of my time, so much so that i barely have time to myself! :(
AND YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE BEKAH-TIME. D:
AND, what it seems is that i have seemingly gotten fatter over the days! ( With training and all, i would have expected myself to cut a couple of kilos by now, but NOOOOO, that’s not how it works now is it?! D: )
What elseeeeeee……………

OH and I am glad to announce that I have certainly fallen deeper in love with God again, AMEN TO THAT.
The credit i must give to a very special book I’m reading, its called “The Purpose Driven Life”
Yes, my life will never be the same. And see its this 40 day journey thingy and wonderful part of it is that i never would have thought the 40th day would be a day before the 31st. Great timing or what.
I really feel like a different person, i guess its working? Heh. Bottom line, God has made me the happiest girl, ever.

On top of all the other drama, school starts in about a week’s time from now.
Looking forward to the new year really. More drama, more stories to tell, more lessons to learn, more chances to fall EVEN DEEPER in love with God! :DD
But of course its holiday homework and all that nonsense first. Council has already choked me with the plans to come next year since we’re already steeping down around march or april? And when school starts, Bgirls matches commence right around the chinese new year period too. My goshh. I’m already scaring myself. Oh and can’t forget ‘O’s can I :/

Looking forward, since that’s all i can actually do.

:)

GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME :)

Hello lovely-ssss :D
Was feeling kinda down last night, so refrained from saying much, don’t wna pollute this page with negativity do i? Heh.
Anywho, attended our post confirmation gathering today!
Awesome seeing everyone again.
And i miss all of them even more now D: But well, took back all our momentos and stuff like that, and thank God for our spectacular catechists really.
AND Barbara has the cutest mummy! HAH.
K there’s nothing else for Bekah to say :/
OHOH, we formed the new community earlier on during the gathering, not sure what exactly’s going on really. But i don’t think now’s my time. I wna really feel the prompting anyways, and the last thing i’d want is for myself just to give in because of in that sense, peer pressure. So with that, Bekah still has her Lectors, so that’s that. Yep :)
And YES, a silent prayer I send up now for my dearest brother, Joshua who is struggling in some way or another, and for whoever is reading this to pray for him as well. Yep, let him know that God’s love is sufficient for him now, mmhm.

Other than all of that, here’s to a good week ahead, :)

Bekah Bekah…

What are you doing man…
Time to take it back hmm. About time you wake up and ‘pull up your socks’ in all aspects of life again.
Time to find myself again ><

  HELLO GOD :D

So I’ve learnt today.
Its good to finally realise and to see so many people in such a different light.
The light of our Almighty.

Praise God ;)

Its hard to make it look so easy,
but the truth is,
I miss every part of you and being with you here and now.

And my body is aching and it feels so dead, and I’m dead beat, but my mind is running a marathon all to get to wherever you are.
Hope you’re doing fine, hope you’re safe, hope the end will come like a bullet train.
Hoping.